Penned in the wee hours of the morning following the birth of my first child:
“For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother’s womb.” Psalm 139:13
I did not believe. But, it is as “they” say it is… he is perfect. The eyes, ears and nose they are all perfect. Every hair on his head is in just the right place. Watching his lips puts me into a trance and his adorable chin makes me giggle.
I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.” Psalm 139:14
His fingers hold mine so tightly and his toes are an exact mirror of my own. I realize he is only days old, but I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that he smiles and it makes my heart leap with joy.
“My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, your eyes saw my unformed body.” Psalm 139:15
His eyes are a window for me to stare through for hours. His voice is a constant song that inspires me to sing. His sleeping face brings me to a place of utmost peace and calm. His alert times remind me how new and precious each moment of life on earth can be and when his tiny hand touches my skin I realize I have never felt a touch so precious.
“All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. “ Psalm 139:16
I am overwhelmed with a feeling called love… a love I am certain I have never known before. I cover him with kisses in hopes that he knows the love that surrounds and protects him. A love that will only grow stronger as each second, minute, hour and day comes to be.
“How precious to me are your thoughts , O God! How vast is the sum of them!” Psalm 139:17
Becoming a mother has allowed me a peek-a-boo glimpse into God’s soul.
I believe now!
And I make a vow as a daughter, woman, wife, mother and child of God to NEVER look in the mirror again and see:
- ugly
- fat
- unsuccessful
- poor
- weak
Because I am now certain. Certain that when God looks at me and at you, at His creation, He only sees wonderful. He only sees beauty. He only sees precious.
He only sees… perfect.
With Joy, Carey {Cravings: desiring God in the midst of motherhood}
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Krissie says
If only we would learn to see ourselves as HE sees us. THis was a beautiful post. and I was JUST thinking about this this morning. How timely… bless you, friend! Thank you for such a sweet post.
Carey says
Thank you Krissie for your kindness. With Joy, Carey
Kathy C. @ In Quiet Places says
This is such a beautiful post, thanks for reminding all of us of the awe and wonder in which God brings each of us into the world, and have a great Mother’s Day!
Carey says
How fun to be His awe and wonder on this earth. Thank you for your kindness. With Joy, Carey
Kristine says
So wonderfully written, Carey. You are such an amazing woman, friend and mother. Your kidos are soo blessed!
Amanda says
Love this perspective!!
Carey says
Thank you Amanda! With Joy, Carey
Ginger Cim says
So blessed to know you as friend, so encouraged to watch you as a mother. Thank you for sharing your words. Happy Mother’s Day!!
Carey says
So lucky to be blessed in return by you! With Joy, Carey
Amy Darragh says
Beautiful, Carey!
Reese says
Sweet, Sweet Post, Carey! Beautiful!
Carey says
Thank you Reese! With Joy, Carey
Living the Balanced Life says
Great post! I was thinking of something very similar at church yesterday as my pastor was speaking on grace. Thanks for sharing such an intimate time as right after the birth of your child!
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Heather says
You are so right! We are our own worst enemy when we forget to see ourselves in His mirror and through His eyes!