Internet memes rarely penetrate deep enough in my mind to linger more than a few seconds, but there’s one I can’t forget. It’s a picture of a Viking — with a message chiding readers about being weak if they have been offended by “mere words.”
Here’s what the creator of that meme doesn’t get: words are mighty.
With words, God formed the earth, set fire to the stars, and breathed life into humans.
Words can be used to mock or mend, teach or trick, recommend or ruin.
When my husband was a professor, I dreaded the end of a semester because it meant student evaluations. While many students expressed positive feelings about his classes and astuteness, a fair share of malicious comments came through too. The remarks were not constructive, rather intentionally cutting.
My fighter instincts always shot into action during review season. I wanted to find those surly students and give them a lesson on manners. I couldn’t believe there were young adults with such nerve — until I remembered Dr. W. Then I wanted to throw up.
If you have ever been convicted by the Holy Spirit, you know how I felt when my high horse bucked me to the curb and left me with an image of the kind, shy man with a heart for God’s creation. A man whose character and talent I assaulted when armed with a No. 2 pencil.
When I was a college sophomore I regarded Dr. W. as an adversary of sorts. He stood between me and a higher GPA. I needed a science credit and heard that fun times were to be had in environmental biology. But I didn’t get into Dr. Fun’s class. Instead, a mild-mannered professor who asked tough questions instructed me about grassy terrain and various species of algae living in local lakes.
The fact that Dr. W. was so impassioned about his subject infuriated me. Did he honestly think that this communication major who was, in her own mind, destined to be the next Diane Sawyer cared about oats, goats, and banana pokes? I found his teaching methods difficult and dismissed it as his problem. “If he was a good teacher, I’d certainly understand the material,” I reasoned.
When time came for me to submit my student evaluation I knew that my grade for the class was a C, and I hated any letter that came after an A.
Anger bubbled over as I checked the Most Definitely Agree box next to the statement: Professor has distracting mannerisms. In fact I agreed with every negative statement and disagreed with anything positive. I followed up the multiple choice portion with terse comments.
“He needs this feedback to better his performance; it’s his job to do well,” I told my friend Joy who shared similar beliefs about the class. Now, I am ashamed.
I don’t know how Dr. W. felt when he read the disparaging remarks offered by me and other students, but I cannot image he was edified. In fact, knowing his gentle demeanor, I’d wager that his expression was crestfallen at best.
Oh, if only I could go back. If only I could erase the harsh words I wrote replace them with encouragement.
But that’s the difficulty with words; they cannot be unwritten after they’re read. I did try to make amends. A few years ago, I wrote Dr. W. an apology letter. I’m not sure if he received it or not, because I never heard back from him, but I hope he opened it. I told him that I was sorry and that he made a positive impact on my life even though it took me a decade to realize that.
I wish I could do more, but unless our paths cross again, I probably won’t get an opportunity to right my wrong with Dr. W. I can, however, be a better steward of the words I say and write. Sometimes this is easier than others. I take great care to encourage and empower women to see themselves like Jesus sees them.
I write blog posts about conquering shame. I share many of my own sins and shortcomings as a testament to God’s power and mercy. But sometimes, even now when I know better, I can get a little testy on Facebook or a smidge sarcastic when a cashier at a grocery store comments on my purchase. I can become unglued when my kids disobey or when my husband forgets it’s his turn to clean the kitchen. It’s easy to rationalize my poor word choices and brush them off as inconsequential. But then I try to remember these words above all:
“Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen. Get rid of all bitterness, rage and anger, brawling and slander, along with every form of malice.” {Ephesians 4:29, 31}
Words are powerful and I want mine to to reflect the Maker and Maintainer of all life.
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Bev @ Walking Well With God says
Angela,
This was such a timely message for me. I have felt myself getting up on my high horse with a certain person in my life. I feel the words on the tip of my tongue ready to spew out venom at the smallest provocation. Meanwhile, I know how easily I am wounded by words. Words are my “love language”, but they also cut to my core so easily. Thank you for getting me to think whether or not I would want to be the recipient of my own harsh words. May the words of my mouth be acceptable in Thy sight, O Lord…
Blessings,
Bev xx
Angela Nazworth says
Bev,
The words you use here every day are are such a beautiful examples of using language to affirm and edify hearts for God.Thank you for being such a source of encouragement. And also … I understand what you mean about your love language. Words of Affirmation are mine as well and that is why negative words or even no words can cut me to the bone. I’m so thankful that I have Jesus’ loving words to cling to always. XOXO
Bev @ Walking Well With God says
Thanks Angela. In my life, I have been cut to the bone by vicious and abusive words. I made a promise to myself that I would try my very best not to let my words do that to someone else. I have learned the joy and life that edifying words can bring…I put that as my goal. I, too, cling to Jesus’ loving words to me!! xoxo
Karen King says
Thank you, Angela, for sharing this important reminder. It’s often one of those face-palm moments for me when I look at someone and wonder why they can’t get it. I consider the Israelites wandering the desert and think: “How? How could they not have faith of steel after what they JUST experienced in and after Egypt???” It usually isn’t long before I’m reminded: “What about you? Don’t you have enough Truth between the leather covers to have ‘faith of steel’? – yet you don’t…” Oh, the humbling reminders that we need His grace every single moment, that on our own we can’t handle our thoughts, or words, or deeds – they all need to be shaped by the lover of our hearts. Today, may we run to Him to guide our every word, that it may give grace to those who hear, and honor Him.
Angela Nazworth says
Oh Karen! I loved what you wrote about how we need to be shaped by the lover of our hearts. So true!
Kristine Brown MTY says
Beautiful honesty, Angela. I identify with your situation, and I can remember sharing some not-so-flattering comments in my college days as well. Now, as a teacher myself, I see things from a different perspective! How our words matter. And yes, they do have power! Wonderful post today:)
Angela Nazworth says
Thank you, Kristine. It’s always scary to share parts of my not-so-pretty side. Hugs to you!
Cindy LeSieur says
Thank you Angela, I was adopted by a couple many years ago 6 months after the wife almost lost her own life due to an ectopic pregnancy.i don’t think she ever fully recovered mentally or emotionally. I was a child needy for love, yet I learned very early on I didn’t measure up .even when the words weren’t direct,the tone was.i have carried this my entire life,and it has haunted me.thank you for passing it on.Words can hurt,and they can heal,when received.
Angela Nazworth says
Sweet Cindy, I am so sorry that you have been hurt by words said and not said. I pray that the words of our savior will be balm to your soul and bring healing to your heart. You are beautiful and loved and ENOUGH!
Beth Williams says
Cindy,
So sorry that you were hurt by words and tone. May God bring about a calming sense of peace to your heart and soul!! Prayers for emotional, and spiritual healing! Never ever forget that you are beautiful–made in the image of God!!
Blessings 🙂
Adeola Odutola says
I have been at the receiving end of words that kill, maim and are meant to destroy. Had it not been God I doubt if I would want to listen to your words today.But there’s something called healing, I was sustained by another minister who preached the word that’s been my anchor. Has it abated , no. But I am learning to not let the birds nest in my air. God bless you.
Angela Nazworth says
Thank you for sharing Adeola. I have been on the receiving end of unkind words as well … in fact I think that sometimes those of us who have been hurt with words can be quick to retaliate with words. I am so glad that God has healed your deep wounds. Blessings to you.
Adeola Odutola says
Whenever you are praying please remember me I am walking through the valley of the shadow of death but I know great is His faithfulness.
Beth Williams says
Adeola,
Praying for you now! May God bring you out of the valley& shadows and into His shining light!
Blessings 🙂
Adeola Odutola says
Amen
Donna Barker says
Oh I needed this
Angela Nazworth says
I’m so glad this post touched your heart, Donna.
Diana Fleenor says
Angela, I so appreciate your words about the power of words. As Bev said, it’s timely for me. There have been a number of conversations this past week or so which were difficult and painful with differing degrees. One in particular had a mixed of potentially constructive criticism and the less than edifying criticism you referred to. In many ways I can relate to the professor you evaluated as my communication, teaching, parenting and relational skills were highly scrutinized. As your professor did, I invited the critic. Yet, I am reeling with trying to sort through what is true of me and what may be an overreaction from my critic which stems from resentment rather than love. It’s pressing me into prayer, asking the Lord for discernment and the truth. I also know that I’m vulnerable at the moment to speak unedifying words to others because of the pain from the unedifying words spoken to me. So, I am deeply grateful to the Lord for the passage in Ephesians to meditate on as a weapon against this temptation. Thank you, Angela.
Angela Nazworth says
Thank you for sharing, Diana. I am so sorry that you in a difficult season stemming from the harsh words of others. I wish I had more space to write in blog posts, because if I did, I would follow up with encouragement about the times when we are hurt by words … how important it is to not let the insults of others define you and instead rest in the knowledge of to whom you belong. XOXOXO
Diana Fleenor says
Thank you, Angela, for your empathy in my difficult season. This empathy is like a drop of water on a parched tongue. Even though I would love (and need) encouraging words that follow the hurt by harsh criticism more in a dialog fashion like I think you were suggesting, I am so very grateful for these words right here, “how important it is to not let the insults of others define you and instead rest in the knowledge of to whom you belong”. Yes, these words meet with ones given by another through song lyrics which say, “I am no longer a slave to fear (in this case fear of man). I am a child of God.” Blessings to you!
Beth says
My husband and I are currently, quietly, calmly seeking the right words to say to a family member whom we care deeply about. We realize we could choose words that divide (which also happen to be the first ones that come to our minds if I’m really honest here) or we could wait patiently and let God give us words that will build bridges where healing can make its way across. We’ve chosen the latter and it’s been good. As we’ve slowed down and not spoken and let time settle in and put some space between us and the issue, we find that our tongues aren’t on fire anymore and we are coming from a place of wanting to help instead of accuse, love instead of lament, build up instead of tear down. We are choosing to make spending time with this person a priority and there will be no agenda in our words, but simply conversation.
Angela Nazworth says
Beth … so much truth in the advice to be “slow to speak.” Praying for your words today. Thank you for sharing.
Lisa says
THE TONGUE
James 3:1-12
Its power is mighty
To bless or to curse
It can make you feel better
It can make you feel worse
It’s compared to a serpent,
a viper, a snake
I have total control
Unless I’m awake
Tho it’s small as a bit
Or a ship’s tiny rudder
The words it can say
Can make your heart shudder
Gossip & nagging
Praises and hymns
How can this thing
Do all on a whim?
Be wise in the way
You speak to others
Remember in Christ
They’re our sisters and
brothers.
Let the light of Christ
Show on your face.
Let your words be seasoned
with love & grace.
Thru Christ you have power
whether written or sung.
Take hold of the bridle
or be hung by the tongue!
Lisa Simmons
Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths,
but only what is helpful for building others up according
to their needs that it might benefit those who listen.
Eph 4:29
Angela Nazworth says
Thank you for sharing.
adrielslifewithfibro.com says
You’re so right, our speech has such a powerful effect on others. The Bible is full of counsel about our speech, one that comes to mind is “Thoughtless speech is like the stabs of a sword,
But the tongue of the wise is a healing.” -Proverbs 12:18. Jehovah God knew that as imperfect people this would be a problem we would have. I know it’s something I constantly try to remember and work on. Thanks for sharing these thoughts!
Angela Nazworth says
Thank you for sharing that Proverb!
Ms. Witi says
Nice job on this one Angela….I have had a couple of encounters with “words” that I cannot forget and still after years find it hard to forgive ( I know, I know, not very Godly of me but man it is hard).
Once I was on the receiving end of too truthful of words from my neighbor and another time through an email from my sister. I always feel they probably wish they could take their words back/ erase them but once they are out there its hard.
Angela Nazworth says
I believe that harsh words are difficult to forgive because the enemy likes to replay them for us even after the offender repents and apologizes. So. Hard. Keep relying on Jesus to give you the strength to let go of those hurts as they are not from Him. Hugs to you.
Susan says
James had a few things to say about tongues, and tongues form words…so…Great post.
Angela Nazworth says
Thank you, Susan.
Penny says
Thank-you Angela,
This post is so meaningful. I wish everyone could read and learn from it.
Penny
Angela Nazworth says
Thank you, Penny.
Joanne Peterson says
Angela,
There’s a good reason scripture says life and death are in the power of the tongue. Very strong power in our tongue. This is such a good post. I know I have lashed out, and not liked receiving it. back from someone else. It does hurt.
I also have been on the receiving end of evaluations from classes I have facilitated. While some have been constructive, and some are perceptions because another person would say the exact opposite with the same topic. But a couple were vicious. I will never forget a person who I had to call her out various times in class for good reasons, and did it in a firm way, but not unkind, and wow! just nothing good to say. That made me stagger. I was not prepared for it.
But I also had to keep in my mind I could process it, but I could not let me be crippled by this review. God had me in this ministry, and He would teach me through this. But, it was very hard, and initially I questioned everything I said and did.
This was their perception, not my performance, and I still had to be doing what the Holy Spirit led me to do and say. The person I had to call out, did eventually come out of denial, but was still angry. I learned in subsequent classes to say the hard things in a different way, and make my word more palatable giving the person much valuing statements while still saying the same thing as before. A tough lesson to learn, but worth it.
You writing a letter of apology shows your maturation in Christ, and your willingness to be teachable and led by the Holy Spirit. It also shows humbleness. You’ve learned lessons you don’t want to repeat. All of this learning by your mistakes. Jesus will do that.
Your kids will learn a lot from your humility and apology what they need to do when they mess up. They learn the value of extending grace too. Eventually the message can come across that even if you mess up, you still love them and are glade they are your children, and love who they are, not what they do. Jesus will give you/me plenty of opportunity to learn the lessons He’s in the process of teaching you/me.
Blessings,
Joanne
Angela Nazworth says
Oh Joanne, I am so sorry for your hurt … and so grateful for the sweet, encouraging words you offered me just now. Thank you so much. You are precious.
Beth Williams says
Angela,
I’ve been praying that God would put His hand over my mouth and keep me from saying the wrong words or using the wrong tone. The tongue is more powerful than any two edged sword and can do just as much damage. We must learn to tame the tongue and start thinking before we speak!! Words we use can either edify or wound someone deeply. I want my words to be sweet like honey and good for the soul! 🙂
Blessings 🙂
Amy Hannaford says
Beautifully said!
Marty says
Love this post so much. Thank you for sharing. I for sure need to be reminded of the power and importance of my words.