I think the greatest prayer we all have before the Lord is, “What am I here to do? What now?” God knows your heart and your heart’s desire. He will not leave you. As I have told friends several times this week, “God is like Apple Pie on your thighs. Once He is there, He will never leave!” The answers you have asked for are coming. Find the things that give you life, ( exercise, art, walks) and cling to them as we wait on your answers.