We hadn’t been home in over 240 days — and it’s not because we were traveling the world.
It was a storm, the kind that is utterly predictable in Oklahoma. And yet, somehow, this storm brought on damage that we never saw coming. We were traveling the beaches of Florida, peacefully asleep in a hotel, when a storm back home dropped a massive tree on top of our house. When we returned home, one day after the storm hit, we saw our cozy corner of the neighborhood had been turned into a hub filled with generators, chainsaws, and more tree debris than a photo could possibly convey. I pushed back the tears welling in my eyes as my neighbor embraced me. How could wind move such a massively anchored tree? And how would we even begin to clean this up?
In the midst of all the chaos, a dear friend sent me a prayer in a voice recording. Sweaty, after an afternoon of anger-racking tiny branches, I let her voice play into my earbuds while I wandered the backyard. God, you care about the spaces we occupy, she prayed. As the recording played those words, I wondered if they were true. Does our actual physical context matter to God? Does our home really matter to Him? This grief was nothing compared to other parts of my story, yet I found myself wondering if God really cared about this seemingly “lesser” loss. The next few weeks became characterized by searching for that one pair of shorts, the kitchen spatula we accidentally packed away, and stories in scripture that would answer my burning question:
God, do you really care about the spaces we occupy?
The Old Testament is filled with stories of displaced people. Whether it’s deserts, foreign lands, or temporary shelters, God uses the physical location of His people to remind them of His promises. The story of Joseph is a prime example. Sold into slavery by his brothers, Joseph is uprooted to a foreign land and imprisoned. He occupies the bottom of a well and the cold floor of a prison, but eventually, God intervenes in a way that lands him at the right hand to Pharaoh, ultimately bringing to fruition a plan that would restore his family, save a nation, and lead God’s people out of slavery. A stunning moment comes after his father Jacob dies. His brothers realize that the death of their father may pave the way for Joseph to seek revenge on them for having wrecked his life, but Joseph is moved by love for his brothers. With a spirit of forgiveness (that should give us serious pause), Joseph says: “You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives” (Genesis 50:20 NIV). Joseph saw that God had been with him at each marker on the timeline of his life, and with the helpfulness of hindsight, Joseph’s faith had anchored him.
The evolution of Joseph’s circumstances gives me whiplash, but reading it through the lens of physical spaces awakens me to a sense of God’s provision for the long term. When I catalog all the places that Joseph finds himself — the bottom of the well, a prison floor, Pharaoh’s palace — I see the through line of not only God’s bigger story of redemption but also God’s presence with Joseph in every space he occupied. Joseph was never alone or forgotten; he was never not seen by God.
From the window of our rented downtown apartment, I prayed I could apply a bit of Joseph’s perspective to my circumstances. The dwelling place of our temporary rental mattered as much as my storm-torn house, because . . . even there, God was meeting with me. My folding chair in the window had become a backdrop to the story God was writing in my heart about place, community, identity, and home. I realized that the storm and this unexpected detour was never about me going back home, but about God making His home in me, awakening me to His work wherever I happen to live.
In Revelation 21:3, we see a beautiful glimpse of God’s ultimate plan for creation when John hears a loud voice declaring, “Look! God’s dwelling place is now among the people, and he will dwell with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God.” In the end, God will make His home with us forever. Heaven will come to earth and God himself will occupy this space. There won’t be a foreign context anymore because He will restore the order and safety of the Garden. Right now, I am remembering this hope as I unpack boxes in my freshly restored home. Indeed, God cares about the spaces we occupy because He occupies them, too.
Lord, come and make Your home in us — amen.
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Jacque White says
I don’t know if the authors actually read these comments… However, thank you. Thank you for giving me that nudge to check in daily.
October 4th, 2023, I had a couple “friends” come over to take my kids to the store for me. They said it was no problem and told me to get some rest since my insomnia had been rearing it’s ugly head. They got pulled over and arrested due to illegal substances and weapons in their vehicle. My children were taken by CPS and I’m currently fighting to get my children back.
I’m currently in an efficiency, that hadn’t been cleaned since the turn of the century. But I have a roof over my head. I can watch TV and relax.
I bring in $1500 from SSDI. I cannot work. My rent is 1150$ for this place.
In order to get my children back, I need a minimum of 2 bedrooms.
I’m barely staying out of the elements and keeping some food in my belly, living here!
I need help. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know where to go. I’m ashamed, broken… shattered.
I miss my kids. They’re my world. Sometimes I believe I need them more than they need me.
Please… if anyone can help me get to the right people to help me…. I’m begging.
Please.
Emily Curzon says
Hi Jacque, I do read the comments and I’m so heartbroken for your situation and stopping to pray right now that you will feel God’s presence and your children will as well. He is with you and cares for your situation!
Beth Williams says
Jacque,
Try going to a local church & talking with the pastor or elder. Maybe they could help you or direct you to the right services. I’m heartbroken for both you & the children.
Father God please please come near to Jacque. Guide her steps to the right people to assist her. Help get those children back to her. Lord we know you care about everyone & all situations. Calm her fears. Fix this situation in your perfect timing. AMEN
Blessings 🙂
Judyc says
Dear Lord, please be with Jacque, make a way where there seems to be no way. I ask that you would give her wisdom and lift her focus to You and what You have planned for her and her children. Send someone to come along side of her to help and encourage. Thank you Father God!
Emily Curzon says
Amen – thanks for this Judy
K says
Thank you. How timely your words are. We are living the aftermath of Helene and Milton. Our home and our rental property flooded twice and endured the speed and rage of a direct hit from Milton. Our family is in a temporary home and my mind won’t stop spinning trying to put all the puzzle pieces back in place. So many questions and unknowns. I keep asking what God’s plan is in all of this. I want a burning bush. Your words have given me something different to ponder while moving through this day. I am grateful.
Emily Curzon says
K, I’m so sorry for what you and many are walking through. I was holding you all close in my mind and heart ahead of this post going out. Praying that God would be near to you as you do the hard work of grieving your loss and rebuilding.
Beth Williams says
K,
Prayers for you & your family. I know this is a super tough time for many people. My area is still reeling from Helene also. Asking God to comfort you & calm all fears. In His perfect timing God will make a way where there seems to be no way. Praying for safety for everyone & that life can soon go back to semi normal. HUGS
Blessings 🙂
Judyc says
Thank you for this post Emily. My heart goes out to all of those who have lost a home, especially in the flooding of the South in the last several weeks. I would like to encourage anyone in that situation. I know first hand what it feels like to lose a home, and I know that God is faithful and that good will come out of bad situations. In June 2023 our “ forever home” was destroyed by a tornado. We are so thankful that none of us were hurt and that much of our little town was spared major damage, but losing a home is still a major trauma. If you are in that situation (or anything similar) please allow yourself time to grieve. It took me a while to realize that—even though it was “just a house” it had been our home for 33 years and we loved it. God has showed us many things and taught many lessons through this. We were overwhelmed and humbled by the physical help and money that we received in the weeks after the tornado. Truly these people were the hands and feet of Jesus. My family has become closer and we have realized that many of the things that we thought we had to have aren’t really necessary. One of the main things that God has taught me is that in order to move into His future for us, I have to put the things of the past behind me. While I still love and remember my old house, I can’t go back there and I need to concentrate on what is ahead. I know that God has plans for us and like Joseph, He can turn what was bad into good. Prayers for anyone dealing with loss.
Emily Curzon says
I so resonate with feeling torn grieving something that was “just a house” but you are so right! God uses these spaces and cares for them with us. He doesn’t trivialize our losses or ask us to move on too quickly. I’m grateful you were able to rebuild and can remember God’s goodness through it all!
Janet W says
Amen \0/
Jill says
This was so timely. On September 11th during Hurricane Francine, a huge oak tree uprooted and fell through my house. The last month and a half I have felt so out of sorts, but I have felt God’s presence and his nudging. He is with me in the rented RV we are living in on our driveway. Thank you for sharing these words. I needed to hear them.
Emily Curzon says
I’m so sorry for your loss Jill! Praying you feel God’s presence with you today in your rented RV and in your one day restored home!
Holly says
It’s so tempting to categorize loss or pain on a hierarchy. Your reminder here that God cares about the spaces we occupy alongside our deepest griefs is so valuable. Thanks for the reminder that it ALL matters to God because we matter to God.
Emily Curzon says
Yes! No hierarchy for our losses – thanks Holly!
Sandy says
Hi Emily,
What amazing faith! Praying for everyone who was affected by the recent storms in the U.S.
God Bless, Sandy
Emily Curzon says
Thanks so much for reading Sandy!
Debbie says
Emily,
Thank you for your wisdom and words. I know your messages bring peace to many at just the right moment. I love how the Bible is present in all of our needs with situations and circumstances that we can relate to. I appreciate how you are helping us to remember that. We are about to share our home with some of our family for a period of time, and we are grateful we have a home that can provide that. Keep writing, it is beautiful.
Emily Curzon says
Thanks for reading and commenting Debbie! I love thinking about our homes as a means to serve and remember God’s goodness while doing it.
Cheryl says
This post is so encouraging. I am sorry for your loss though and for the other comment writers. Hand in hand with God ..He walks us thru the storms and the rainbow comes out …sometimes not the way we think..but God has a plan for us. He is our Provider and our Potter, we are the clay. I am 75 and spouse 77 and we are wanderers too at the present not knowing where we are going to live next. He has a home for us somewhere I know.. trust and seek. 1 Samuel 12:16
Emily Curzon says
Cheryl, thanks for sharing a glimpse of your story and for the reminder that God is our ultimate provider.
Amy Ann Arnold says
I love this, Emily! What a beautiful reminder not only of the hope we have but also of the invitation of how God cares to walk with us now. I love how you used your friends words as an invitation to seek scripture.
Emily Curzon says
Thanks friend! Even when we’re anger-raking leaves, God is with us. 🙂
Lisa Wilt says
Emily – You write beautifully. Thank you for sharing – I too believe that God cares about the place we call home.
Sending you autumn joy,
Lisa
Emily Curzon says
Thanks for you reading and for your encouragement Lisa!
BAS says
As I prepare to leave our home due to divorce this spoke to me. God will be with me where ever I land. I just needed to remember that.
Thank you!
Emily Curzon says
I’m so sorry for your situation, but grateful you reminded us that this is another instance when someone may feel forgotten or displaced. You are seen and loved by God. Thanks for sharing here!
Lisa says
Dear Emily,
I so appreciate your words, your heart, your sincerity, and your skill in conveying God’s heart toward all of us, especially women, who spend our lives building homes.
I wept at your words as I sit in a small apartment 4 years after moving out of my marital home prompted by my Lord to leave my abusive and unrepentant husband. I see now it was his loving rescue plan.
I’m a member of ReBuild after Divorce with Georgia Shaffer and attend Called to Peace retreats for Survivors of Domestic Abuse. There are hundreds of God-fearing, Jesus-loving women living the identical nightmare with varying details. They are wrestling through the reality of God’s Sovereign care while they find themselves displaced and their families splintered. Your words would be so healing to them. I will be looking at your website for helpful resources.
Be encouraged!! Please don’t stop writing from God’s heart as He develops your faith through the trials He brings you through, in part, so we can all be encouraged. And one day we will all see Him face to face when this stage of the journey is over and we will know Him fully as He is! Hallelujah, come Lord Jesus!
The Lord bless you and keep you and His face shine upon you. And may His Spirit live more fully within you, dear sister.
Emily Curzon says
Oh Lisa, this was such a beautiful testimony and encouragement to me! Thanks for taking the time to respond and I’m so grateful the article resonated with you. Praying it will continue to draw others near to the God who sees their loss and will meet them wherever they are.
Beth Williams says
Emily,
My area in upper E. TN (near NC & VA borders) was hit hard by Helene. We are not used to storms like that. Many up here have lost homes & cars. Our motto is Appalachian Strong & that we are. I was fortunate not to lose anything. God blessed me by giving me opportunities to assist others. With the aid of my church we got supplies for our county to help those worse off. We also fed line workers. Those poor men & women work 24/7 trying to get power back on. Lastly we sent a ton of coats, blankets, & supplies via helicopter to NC. The highway from our area to Asheville is closed. We have many bridges out. One county up here had or more bridges out & people couldn’t get anywhere. I was glad to be of assistance. Through this my prayer is Lord make me different. Come & be different in me.
Blessings 🙂
Emily Curzon says
I’m so glad you shared this, Beth. I have been thinking and praying for the Appalachian region, watching from afar with both sorrow for what your community has walked through and admiration for how you all have come together. Blessing to you as you continue to serve and love like Jesus!
Courtney Humble says
Beautiful words. Thankful that He is near and with us wherever we are.
Mallory says
As I read this account of God’s faithfulness in literal storms, I just kept thinking of all who have been displaced because of the recent hurricanes. What a timely reflection on the home that God makes in us and the comfort His abiding offers when our physical surroundings feel chaotic. I appreciate your words, and I appreciate the reminder to pray for those whose current situations seem far removed from a sense of stability and normalcy.
Emily Curzon says
Thanks for reading and praying Mallory!
MaryAnn Smith says
Wonderful story that truly shows us God’s faithfulness throughout the centuries.
Emily Curzon says
Thanks for reading MaryAnn! And yes, it’s a comfort to me to remember what God has done in the past so I can trust him when the future seems so unknown.
Brenda M Russell says
What a profound statement !
Lord, come and make Your Dwelling in our hearts.
You are always with us and You will never leave us nor forsake us.
Thank You Lord Jesus for Your Grace
and Mercy from moment to moment.
Amen.
Brenda
Emily Curzon says
Yes and amen, thanks Brenda!
Emily says
Emily,
Your writing is beautiful and rich. Thank you for sharing it as it leaves me with much to reflect on.
Emily Curzon says
Thanks for reading Emily!
Rachel Marie Kang says
Such joy, Emily, in sharing your words with the (in)courage, especially in light of the recent storms. The topics of loss and home always speak to the ache in my heart. Trusting the sharing of this resonate devotion was an encouragement. Grace to you, as you continue to tell the stories of your heart.
Emily Curzon says
So very grateful for the opportunity! Thanks Rachel!
Emily Odom says
How beautifully said! It’s so encouraging to be reminded that God loves all of my beloved places – maybe even more than I do- and wants to sanctify them by His presence. Thanks, Emily!
Emily Curzon says
Love the thought of God loving our spaces so much that He sanctifies them by entering in. Thanks for reading Em!
Rachel says
I love the idea of God caring about and occupying our spaces. Thank you for these words!
Susan Stanford says
Emily I can’t even imagine the emotions and questions that would come in your journey back to Oklahoma and the moment as you and your family drove into your neighborhood….then seeing your home. I remember thanking the Lord for His intervention in keeping your family from harm….if I remember correctly, the large tree fell on the twins bedroom. The devastation to your home was awful, but you and your beloved family were kept safe.
Thank you for sharing your journey through a very difficult time. May the Lord continue to bless you and your family and use your messages to reach others.
Emily Curzon says
Susan, I cherish your prayers always and so grateful for them as we journeyed through all of it over the last year. Thank you for reading and commenting!