Stop. That is what my heart is telling me to do. Stop. Stop being so negative. Stop trusting what the doctors say to be 110% accurate. Stop moping around, thinking about death and dying, and start living.
That, of course is what I have told myself from day one of my brain cancer diagnosis, and somehow I have gotten away from that mindset.
Because the truth is, Cancer can’t be trusted. I had no symptoms, no warning. It hit out of nowhere and completely blindsided me and my family.
Isn’t that just like life? It hits you without any warning, blindsiding your faith and trust.
But it didn’t blindside God. He knew, from the moment he formed me in my mothers womb