“Speak to the earth and it will teach you.”
{Job 12:8 NIV}
Between my garage and back door runs a long narrow porch, brown-painted decking less than six feet wide. It’s less the kind of space where you’re inclined to sit a spell — though that didn’t stop us from parking our weathered garden bench right in the middle — and more a covered breezeway to shield you from the elements. In Macon, slap in the middle of Georgia, that means blistering sun or torrential downpour, the kind sliced by thunder and lighting. Snow is a novelty if we’re lucky enough to get any at all. We’ve been in this home just over two years, and there’s no telling how many times I’ve made that trek from my house to our garage or our garage to the house.
We inherited wrought iron window boxes from our home’s previous owners, two for the back porch and a pair for the front; they hang on the railing that runs adjacent to the porch. Every spring I’ve filled them with annuals that can tolerate direct sun for most of the day. That eastern exposure sure is imposing; Miss Sunshine long outlasts a friendly welcome.
This is about the extent of my gardening; my thumbs are the opposite of green.
These annuals are demanding little creatures, begging for water every day (imagine that). If I’m away, or say, more likely, forget, they get pouty and play dead. They remind me of little drama queens, wilty and depressed when they don’t get their watery way.
Except that one plant I didn’t even plant, the tenacious stalk that shoots up through two slats of decking. No matter how many times we clip her back, cut her down, or (try to) yank her through the deck, she returns healthier than ever. If plants could talk, this one would be getting the last word, and I’m pretty sure she’d be laughing all the while.
And here’s the thing: What once was an ugly nuisance to me has become an object of affection. How could this possibly be?
Our little porch weed preaches Jesus to me.
Scripture indicates our God is a jealous God who longs for an undivided heart {see Matthew 6:24, 1 Kings 18:21, Isaiah 29:13, 1 John 2:15}.
My experience has been that He’ll allow circumstances in our lives that compel us to seek Him; or maybe it’s simply the consequences of our poor choices that drive us to our knees.
Too often when life is going well, we rely on our own strength and what we can accomplish or manipulate. Ah . . . but when life isn’t going well, it seems easier to recognize our need for a loving, compassionate God who is at work in the midst of our circumstances.
In Romans, Paul explains:
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. {Romans 8:28 NASB}
Don’t you know that God is delighted when running to Him is our first response?
God lavishes us with every spiritual blessing, but sometimes when you need it most, He’ll surprise you with a spectacular miracle right outside your front door (I still marvel at that one). While my tenacious weed isn’t exactly a miracle, over time and in a myriad of ways, it reminds me of what I already know, truths in Scripture, and how they’re fleshed out in the dailiness of life —
Be persistent. Matthew 7:7-12 — Ask . . . seek . . . knock. Seeing my weed return regardless of how hard we try to get rid of her reminds me to be intentional in my pursuit of Christ; I have a relentless enemy who wants nothing more than to kill, steal, and destroy what God has for me. Oh, how the Lord desires intimacy with Him!
Be fully me. In spite of all the benefits and wonderful people the internet has brought into my life, it’s also a place where I’ve been deeply wounded. Real or imagined slights, marginalization, being left out or forgotten, all those feelings of not enough-ness or less than-ness have been a tool of defeat in the hands of an enemy. As I’ve watched that crazy weed return again and again, I’ve noticed her uncommon beauty and extraordinary strength stemming from her completely embracing what she is. We, you and I, have uncommon beauty and extraordinary strength because of Whose we are. Each one of us is wonderfully made, a one-of-a-kind masterpiece created for a purpose.
Bloom where you’re planted. Proverbs 16:3-4, Jeremiah 29:11 — My porch weed has almost no light and I’ve never watered or fertilized it; regardless, it’s the healthiest, blasted plant I own (though, technically, I don’t “own” it). This has been the loudest sermon preached from my weed, the one my heart most needs to hear; to believe that if I’m in this place or that place, it is for my good and God’s glory. Even if I would never choose the circumstances or place or job or whatever I’m in, I can flourish if I’m seeking God {see Matthew 6:33}.
Not so long ago, I subtly resisted God by thrashing against my circumstances; I affectionately refer to that season as my wandering in the desert. Only now can I look back and understand many of the “Why’s” of that time, and though I never want to re-live it, I’m thankful for how it changed me.
It’s hard to admit, but I wasn’t seeking God; instead, I was begging for change, for relief, to be transplanted. As a result I gained a glimpse of Holy wisdom, and now when I catch myself wishing for something I don’t have but think I want, I ask God to give me His heart, to enable me to trust that His way is best.
Is it any wonder that God, Creator of heaven and earth, might leave us reminders that speak to who He is and how we’re to live? That an ordinary weed can “speak” to a needy, forgetful, or sometimes wandering heart?
If you happen upon my back porch one day, you might just hear a timely Word before you reach the back door.
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Kelly R Smith says
I will look at the persistent weeds poking through the cracks in my driveway with a new eye today. The lessons we learn from their tenacity go straight to the heart. I, too, prefer to chart my own course. I try to force beauty when, instead, I need to sit in brokenness for a bit. Even in those cracks that sizzle under the sun’s rays, tender shoots can turn to a full-blown weed garden.
Robin Dance says
It’s funny, Kelly; I told my husband what I wrote about today (that weed drives him nuts…I wonder when he’ll crawl under the house to snip it…tears). He just grinned that it would inspire a blog post :).
Melanie says
Robin, It’s been quite awhile since I’ve commented here but had to share with you. My heart is almost pierced with a few lines this morning as I have had a long hard summer of struggle as I try find my place in a new season of work. To say I feel like a fish out of water is an understatement. Not only have I struggled to know if I belong, I feel as though I can’t breathe. I’m thankful for the message God has given you and that you have shared it with us. I need to wrestle with some of this truth today. Though you don’t know me, I have always felt a sweet connection with you. We’ve shared in the comments long ago. I’m thankful for you, the gifts God has given you, and your willingness to share those gifts! Thank you for truth today! You are a blessing to me!
Robin Dance says
Melanie,
I’m pausing to pray for you this morning; I *hear* your holy wrestle, and I’m EXCITED for this HARD work the Lord must be working in you. While I hate that you’re near suffocating, I have to believe it’s also for your good and God’s glory. If anything I write ministers hope or grace or life to you, it is blessing to me, all glory to God. Thank YOU for taking time to share your heart and encourage me. I’ve known for months now I wanted to write about my little weed (though it’s gotten as tall as 3′!), when I sat down to try to share it, it was harder to make the points that have so loudly spoken to my heart. Maybe, today, it was for you <3.
Brenda says
I love what you shared–thank you! I will never look at weeds the same way.
Robin Dance says
🙂 And all the weeds said “Amen!”
Bev @ Walking Well With God says
Robin,
I love your writing!! Your words truly speak to my heart. I love the worship song that says Lord I’m running to your arms…the riches of your love will always be enough…I picture myself running into the outstretched arms of Jesus waiting g to swoop me up. Oh that I would set aside my desires and my self sufficient tenda cues and run first and foremost into His waiting arms! Thank you to your blessed weed and it’s message so we’ll preached this am.
Blessings,
Bev xx
Bev @ Walking Well With God says
Tendancies….I hate auto correct…tenda cues???
Bev xo
Robin Dance says
Ha, Bev!! Auto correct does me in sometimes! But tenda cues = tender cues which isn’t so far off, huh? And the song you mentioned? Yes–there have been times I have sung that very song with a whole heart; it is rich blessing when music articulates what our spirit longs to express.
Cindy Eaton says
“Tender Cures”. Cures are God’s solution for a Curse. Not just one cure. But to one curse He offers many cures. How awesome to see what happens when two letters are rearrsnged. It was exactly what I needed, your typo!! Wow! I see how He wants to move into my mistakes with His love and sheltering rescue plan. Amazing…
Robin Dance says
Hey everyone!! Just thought I’d let you know (if you’re reading this in the morning) my site is down because Blue Host is having some kind of issue. Sooooo, if you tried to click through to my “miracle” post (one of my favorite life/faith stories of all time), you won’t be able to access it. I’ve been in touch with Blue Host and they’re working to resolve the issue, but apparently a lot of sites are affected. Boo! Hiss! Hope gets well soon :). (I’m headed off to Bible Study soon so won’t be able to reply to your comments for a bit, but THANK YOU if you take time to share your thoughts and personal circumstances; that is always a blessing I never expect but greatly appreciate.)
Love to YOU on this beautiful Wednesday!! xoxo ~ Robin
Kelli mcknight says
This reminds of my favorite attribute of God, his mysteriousness. I loved being reminded that beauty pushes forth in the dark unseen, grace upon grace. Gods nurturing gifts come in mysterious unpredictable ways. Thank you for this tangible reminder!
Robin Dance says
Kelli,
Sometimes it’s NICE to be able to wrap our arms around a visual, isn’t it? I love how creative God is, how he’ll surprise us in common *and* spectacular ways :).
Krissi says
We are a wondrous being who has been given the gift to trust in Him. We are truly blessed to see what treasures he gives to us in “our desert” as we discover the beauty, love and strength in the most unlikely place or natural beauty of the earth.
Michele Morin says
Robin, your experience echos what I experience in my garden. I pull weeds like a terror to preserve resources for my precious veggies, but if I leave even a tendril of one root in the ground for those vigorous little things, they will rejuvenate and flourish!
I don’t want to be a week, but I sure do want that kind of tenacity in my quest for godliness!
Annette Evans says
This hit the spot today. Thank you.
KA says
Thank you for this written piece!
Lazondral Nelson says
Powerful and timely message! Thanks for allowing God to use you! Blessings to you!
Sandy says
Beautiful post…we are studying The Power of a Woman’s Words by Sharon Jaynes and this week is praying to God but remembering to align ourselves to His will for us….seems to flow into what you are saying!
Jeanne Takenaka says
What a great post, Robin. I need these reminders to be who God created me to be. And to bloom where He has me. A long time ago, I read a verse in Isaiah that talked about growing roots downward and bearing fruit upward (I don’t remember the exact wording). It was such a beautiful picture for me (who was newly married and just moved, compliments of Uncle Sam) that I was right where God had planted me. Learning to bloom where I am, and remembering that being fully me is GOOD? Those are the things God keeps bringing me back to.
Loved your post today!
Kathy Cheek says
This is so beautiful, Robin, the words ask to be read again to soak it in even deeper.
(On the lighter side, your porch weed is much better looking than my weed that is growing between the patio and foundation. I think yours is going to be a bush soon, I wonder if a flowering bush?)
Now, I really want to be taught a lesson in a most unusual and unexpected way.
May we open the eyes of our hearts…
Rebecca L Jones says
Hey Robin, I’m just the road from you, closer to Jackson. Only knock out roses survive the heat, I had no success with flowers. When I lived in Atlanta. I used to strip kudzu vines from chain link fence, now that something almost impossible to get rid of, it choked the honeysuckle vines. I admire your weeds tenacity, it’s motivating. I’d rather have Jesus prune me that the devil to mow me down. Your weed is a kindred spirit to Charlie Brown’s Christmas tree and the ant that moves the rubber tree plant. It’s got high hopes and you just made it famous.
An says
Robin, how grateful I am to the Lord for these words that speak my heart. I am just coming out of letting myself receive the merciful forgiveness of Christ for having wandered years ago, letting go of the lie that my Savior couldn’t look at me because I am a shame to Him. It was an old projection from a pain-filled life that He is, to His glory, working together for the good of those who love Him. I was doing that, what you said “Too often when life is going well, we rely on our own strength and what we can accomplish or manipulate. Ah . . . but when life isn’t going well, it seems easier to recognize our need for a loving, compassionate God who is at work in the midst of our circumstances.”, afraid to let Him who I thought was ashamed of me until He brought His truth of Isaiah 54:4 to bear.
How He loves us, longs to shower His mercies and grace on us as we turn to Him and repent, seeking His loving arms and grace-filled change. Yes, He will let us go until we reach the end of ourselves, but what sweet mercy and kindness that is. May we each run into His arms before all else, seeking Him and His involvement in every aspect of our lives as we draw near to Him, letting Him help us guard and live out the life He gives us with His Holy Spirit for His glory and His kingdom 🙂
Julie Garmon says
Beautiful, just beautiful.
And I know what you mean about Macon! We’re near Athens and years ago, one of our daughters played a tennis match in Macon. So very hot.
Thanks for your post!
Blessings~
Julie
Beth Williams says
Robin,
I have been in one of those seasons. Part of the time I drifted from God a little. I also prayed for time to be with my dad and offered to be a “local” missionary in return. He not only answered that prayer, but showed me a miracle in the midst of all this! My dad had major dementia issues for a while and is now healed with a change in medication. Through it all, though, I have gotten closer to God and done more “missionary” work. This sentence fits me perfectly ‘Each of us is wonderfully made, a one-of-a-kind masterpiece created for a purpose.’ . I claim it daily reminding myself that He knows best and when timing is right I will go back to work!
Blessings 🙂
Conie says
Wow I just had a conversation with a fellow coworker today that I was struggling with being where I am . Over the last few weeks I have been overwhelmed with work responsibility I’m beginning to feel as if I’m in the wrong place . The patients that I serve are those that no one else would have the patience to educate her even care about . So at times I feel like I’m where God has me planted on purpose yet I find the environment difficult to thrive you . But I look at your weed and a difficult environment and realize how she is thriving , That it makes me question why I am not thruving. Lots to pray about and meditate on . Thank you for sharing.
Pattie says
I’m south of you a couple hours. Before moving down here to Georgia, I would never, ever have believed how tenacious the plants are here. Great post!