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When Preparing for Christmas Feels Like Preparing for a Final Exam

by Kristen Strong Dec 6, 2018 in:Christmas

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The other day, I told David if parenting is a marathon, then we’re at the twenty-third-ish mile, and sometimes I want to fall out, put my feet up, and chug a tall sweet tea. Parenting kids of any age is exhausting business, but what exhausts shifts and changes. For nineteen years, I’ve bent and moved through many different stages, often unsure of what in the heck I’m doing. The older they get, the more unsure I am. My knees know the floor as I’m not too proud to beg for help.

My big kids can do a lot more independently, but I’m finding they require a lot more inwardly. We have many, many primetime heart to hearts. For whatever reason, my kids are rarely in the mood for these chats before 10pm. And after getting dinner on the table (sometimes in shifts), driving my daughter to tennis lessons, helping both sons with fifty-seven college essays and scholarship applications, taking the animals to the vet for shots, arranging Christmas gifts for a couple folks, writing for that project, and completing a dozen other household chores, I’m not sure I’m all that great of a conversationalist at 10 or 11pm. Sometimes I do it well, in spite of weighty eyelids. Sometimes I get short and cranky because those “new mercies” are all used up and I’ve got nothin’.

Here’s more truth for you: I’m tired this December like I’ve never been tired before. The Advent season feels like one more thing I need to do — or rather several more. Because if I don’t get all the prep work finished, if I don’t remind my kids often enough who the Star of the program is, then I’m not properly preparing them to really, truly grasp the importance of the season.

Christmas has always been my most favorite time of year, and it still is. In fact, I really, truly want to give Advent proper attention. I find it fun — that is, until I don’t. When I take a drastic left turn toward the corner of High Expectations and Demanding Drive, then I’ve begun to treat preparing for Christmas like I’m preparing for a final exam. And Jesus never asked me to consider it a test I would pass or fail. He brings freedom and joy, not an itemized list of expectations.

So I don’t need to stay up all night cramming.

I don’t need to chase down all the answers.

I don’t need to fret that there’s an entire section I forgot to review.

I certainly don’t need to study for a class I don’t need, which is what I do every time I adopt a tradition for my own family just because I saw another family doing it first.

I need to relax and prepare my heart to be with Jesus rather than worry about how I behave in preparation for Him. And I need to reflect this truth to my kids, too.

I want to stop and let Christmas find me.

I don’t want to run toward Christmas, I want to just simmer down and let Christmas come to me. I want to welcome Jesus into our home, look expectantly for natural ways to usher him into my family’s lives. Because here’s the laid-back truth behind the season: Love came down to us. Jesus came down to help, not to exhaust.

May we be a people who don’t fret and worry about passing or failing Christmas, about ruining our holiday GPA. There is no such thing.

May we be a people who revel in the simplicity of Christmas, who simply lay out the welcome mat before the door of our hearts and leave room for the unexpected.

And may we believe God capably brims our gaps more than we ever imagined.

 

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Kristen, author of the book Girl Meets Change, is the wife of a retired U.S. Air Force veteran, mama to 3 teens, and your change mentor. She writes to offer you a safe place to receive fresh air encouragement for every season of your life.
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  1. Bev @ Walking Well With God says

    December 6, 2018 at 6:10 am

    Kristen,
    “Jesus came down to help not to exhaust.” How true. I think God’s subtlety is lost on me. In order to get me to be still and rely solely on Him, He has to speak in ALL CAPS!!! Not that God causes illnesses, original sin took care of that, but He does allow. Right before Thanksgiving I wound up in the ER and am now shy one gallbladder. Out of necessity I had to order Thanksgiving dinner from a nearby market which actually turned out to be a blessing for me. Feeling better, I jumped back into life and promptly threw my back out….sidelined again. I wanted back in the game of life and jumped in with my usual intensity. Feeling extremely exhausted I went back to the doctor. Hemoglobin levels dangerously low….anemia with a capital “A”. “Bed rest, Bev,” the doctor said, “No moving boxes to decorate, no going out unless absolutely necessary….REST.” So here I sit, facing Christmas, with no energy to decorate, cook, shop, wrap, nothing. I have my Bible, the sofa, my beagle, and of course God. Maybe God REALLY wants me to be able to prepare my heart for His coming. I think He really wants me to get the message to slow down and not miss the process of preparing my heart for His coming. He’s removed all the possible distractions that take our attention away from His Son. Maybe this may be the biggest blessing He has in store for me?? I’ll keep you posted….praying for you Kristen. And yes our energy with our children goes from matters of motion to matters of the heart as they get older….
    Blessings,
    Bev xo

    • Rebecca says

      December 6, 2018 at 8:07 am

      Bev, I’m praying for this season of rest for you. I pray for healing and for a slow downed intentional time with the Lord. I pray that you encounter Him in a way that you never have before. Christmas will still come but you’ll get to respond and receive the deeper meaning of it without the “superficiality” of it. Not that lights and presents and decorations are a bad thing, they are not. But sometimes in our rushing around to meet expectations in this holiday season, we miss the “heartbeat” of Christmas. Praying for all of us to choose to slow down and hear the heartbeat of Christmas – Jesus – and the joy, mercy and peace that fills our hearts regardless of the outside appearances and that our actions our filled with this motivation and not our own or others expectations.

      Love, Rebecca

      • Bev @ Walking Well With God says

        December 6, 2018 at 6:08 pm

        Rebecca,
        What a simply beautiful prayer. I agree with you that God has something special in store. Oh how easy it is to get caught up in the superficiality and miss the heartbeat. It’s been a long year and I do need refilled, replenished, and some time to be still in the presence of my Savior. He knows, much better than I do, what I need and so I am really just going with this. This forced down time has given me more time to linger and bask in His Word – already a delight there!! Joining with you in losing the expectations and slowing down to truly and intentionally take in the true meaning of Christmas.
        With love, thanks, and Advent blessings,
        Bev xx

      • Kristen Strong says

        December 9, 2018 at 1:21 am

        Not missing “the heartbeat of Christmas.” I love that, Rebecca. Thanks so much for your encouragement here!

    • Beth Williams says

      December 6, 2018 at 6:50 pm

      Bev,

      Sorry you have yet another health issue. Praying soon you will feel like yourself again. May the new year begin with you healthy. In this advent season may you hear the Christmas story like never before. I pray it sinks in & you enjoy your down time with God. My pastor says sometimes God has to take us to the woodshed or slow us down to get our attention. Perhaps He is trying to get our attention focused back on Him. I pray we can ALL slow down & feel the magic that is Christmas. A savior born of a virgin in a smelly stable. How wonderful that He would leave the splendor of Heaven for us. Listen to Matthew West’s Leaving Heaven or Cloverton’s A Hallelujah Christmas. Both songs perfectly & vividly explore the depth that is Christmas. Praying you feel stronger & better in 2019!

      (((((Hugs)))))

      • Bev @ Walking Well With God says

        December 7, 2018 at 8:33 am

        Thanks my sweet prayer warrior…
        Yes, I do believe I’ve been taken to the woodshed. Trying to take in what God would have me learn and hear. Thank you for prayers for a healthy 2019. It would be so nice to have a relatively healthy year!! It’s been a long journey. Will definitely listen to those songs!! Thanks for your love and prayers!!
        Advent blessings,
        Bev xoxo

      • Kristen Strong says

        December 9, 2018 at 1:23 am

        I think I’ll listen to your suggestions here too, Beth. Thank you for so faithfully adding your words of encouragement and prayer as well. You bless beyond measure. xo

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 9, 2018 at 1:19 am

      My goodness, Bev, you’ve been through so much. I’m so sorry. I’m praying now you’re able to slow down on the inside as much as the outside, that He provides others to help care for you and fill in the gaps, and that God blesses you with abundance in this difficult season. Sending you so much love!

  2. Michele Morin says

    December 6, 2018 at 6:37 am

    Yes to ALL this, Kristen! As my kids have come into the teen years, it’s dawned on me that the caring relationship has nothing to do with physical care anymore. It’s all about relationship. And I’m not very good at that in any area of life, so my knees know the floor as well.
    As for Advent season, I think the one aspect we all forget in our planning is that during that time, in a addition to gifts, carols, and decorations, there will also be no fewer than 75 meals prepared, the bathrooms will still need to be cleaned, and the vacuum will have to be run over the floors at some point. Maybe.
    I’ve never heard Christmas compared to a final exam before, but I know exactly what you mean. The good news is that God is certainly not proctoring this particular exam, and we’re free to walk out and find a way to celebrate that truly honors Him.

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 9, 2018 at 1:25 am

      Here’s to walking out of that exam together, Michele! Sending love.

  3. Ashley says

    December 6, 2018 at 7:35 am

    At what age did you find your children willing, capable, able to have ‘heart to heart’ conversations? My oldest is 6 and i look forward to the day we have these kinds of chats, but right now when i try to ‘pull’ stuff out of him or force a convo, i find myself feeling like i can’t do that right either?! Thanks for your always amazing words. I’m so glad i found you on insta!

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 9:58 pm

      Well, Ashley, it was a good deal older than six, I believe! Closer to 16–especially where my sons are concerned. My daughter was earlier, but she’s more verbal like her mama. 🙂 Really, though, all we can do is make ourselves available to our kiddos in an easy going way so that when they do want to have a heart-to-heart, they know they have a safe place to do so. And it sounds to me like you’re doing a good job at that. You’re not failing in the least.

      Sending love, Ashley, and much gratitude for your kind words. xo

  4. Robin Dance says

    December 6, 2018 at 7:58 am

    Oh, Kristen, yes! I don’t think parenting ever gets easier, it gets different-er :). That adage, “When they’re young they step on your feet, when they’re older, the step on your heart” is so true. Big kids have big need, but very different from before.

    All that to say, these thoughts about Christmas are so good. Yes! Let Christmas come to us instead of all the ways we strive in it! Advent is a time of waiting, and I know I’m too quick to forget that.

    Love to you and yours as I spend a little time thinking over your words.

    xo

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:01 pm

      Robin darling! Seeing your name here always makes my heart dance. Heh. (But so true!)

      It doesn’t get easier, it gets different-er. Yes and amen. I’m so grateful for your beautiful, truthful example of mama-ing, Robin. We all have good things to learn from your great example. Sending love!

  5. Niki Hardy says

    December 6, 2018 at 8:37 am

    Oh golly Kristen I hear you. On all fronts! I now have two in college and it STILL doesn’t seem easier! I’m not physically exhausted like when they were small but now worry somehow feels weightier. I love what you’re saying, to not run to Christmas but let it come to us.
    Thank you.
    Niki
    x

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:05 pm

      I hear what you’re saying about the weightier worry. It’s no joke, is it?

      So grateful for you, Niki!! Sending love!

  6. Penny says

    December 6, 2018 at 10:58 am

    Kirsten
    This was so touching, thank-you for sharing your honesty. When I think about the true beauty, and splendor of Christmas, it brings me comfort, and memories of simpler times when you didn’t feel you had to try so hard. I hope that you all can be touched this Christmas in that way………………..
    I hope you all have a blessed day,
    Penny

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:07 pm

      And may you have a blessed time too, Penny. So thankful to have you here! xo

  7. brenda says

    December 6, 2018 at 1:18 pm

    Amen, Kristen. I’m more selective with which decorations I display the last few years, even. I don’t bring it all out and feel a burden to set it all up…even all the nativity ones. The peace isn’t in the million+ decorations & rituals, the peace is in the presence as we welcome Him into the season with thanksgiving. May we all allow Christmas to “find us” this year. Thank you for this lovely sentiment. Merry Christmas!

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:09 pm

      Amen, sister! Here’s to knowing the real peace that comes as we welcome Him!

  8. Margarita Balagso says

    December 6, 2018 at 2:20 pm

    Thank YOU! This is exactly what I needed to hear today. My teens also prefer late night heart to hearts – when I’m at my mom worst. I love your line “I want to stop and let Christmas find me”. I need to remember that today and everyday through this busy harried season.

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:10 pm

      Me too, Margarita. Me too. Merry Christmas to you, dear one!

  9. Beth Williams says

    December 6, 2018 at 7:04 pm

    Kristen,

    Sometimes the Christmas season feel like a final exam. We rush around getting gifts, putting up decorations, partying. All that is fine. I believe that we have lost the true meaning of Christmas & advent is not spoken of much anymore. You don’t hear Merry Christmas in this secular world. They say Happy Holidays because they don’t want anything to do with Christ. I’m helping my hubby care for his aging parents. Last Thanksgiving they were both in the hospital. MIL got out Dec. 15th. It was rough. Turns out FIL has stage III bladder cancer & MIL is doing fair taking care of him. They have slowed down some. I want to slow myself down this advent season to really get the whole reason for Christmas. It is so gracious of our Lord to leave the splendor of Heaven & come down to this dark & sin-filled world. He was born in a smelly stable to boot. I recommend two songs: Matthew West’s “Leaving Heaven” & Cloverton’s A Hallelujah Christmas. Both exemplify the true meaning of Christmas. I pray we can all slow down & really feel Christmas this year!

    Blessings 🙂

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:14 pm

      Thank you for those suggestions, Beth. And I’m praying for the health of all this Advent and Christmas. Sending love!

  10. Sarah Walker says

    December 6, 2018 at 8:29 pm

    Kristen,

    This was a beautiful truth. I love your line of “I want to stop and let Christmas find me.”

    Being a stay-at-home mom to two young boys and a third due in about a month, I so resonate with the need to just be slowed down this season. Thank you for the beautiful words to pray and to focus on simply abiding in Jesus, rather than trying to work so hard to do everything the way I “should” in my relationship with Jesus. He’s the one who holds me and keeps me attached to him. I need to seek him, but it’s not my efforts that keep me attached to him. So true about the Christmas season too.

    Thanks

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:19 pm

      Here’s to chucking all those “shoulds” of the season together! Thank you, Sarah!

  11. Emily B. says

    December 7, 2018 at 6:51 am

    Thank you! You’re speaking my language: I’m in high school right now! I already have too much homework, and I can tell I’m going to try and burn myself out this year. Our family’s Dutch, so we also celebrate Sinter Klaas, or Saint Nicholas Day. That was yesterday, and we’re celebrating tomorrow, and I always try to do some sort of cool family activity. Please pray that I will know when to stop.

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:25 pm

      I’m praying for that very thing, Emily. May you hear the Lord speak to your heart very clearly about what He wants you to do and what He doesn’t want you to add to your schedule. Sending love to you, sweet girl.

  12. Becky Beresford says

    December 8, 2018 at 2:25 pm

    Thank you, Kristen, for these needed, beautiful words! I love this: “I want to stop and let Christmas find me.” Isn’t that the absolute TRUTH! God has always pursued us. He has always come to us. He finds us. Sometimes I have this nagging feeling that I need to make Christmas more ‘special,’ which usually ends up in me doing waaaaaay too much, and I end up stressing myself out completely. I feel like I have to chase after God and do more traditions in order to make Christmas more meaningful. But in reality, it’s all about our Savior. It’s all about sitting in His presence and letting Him find us and reveal Himself to our hearts.

    Thank you, Sister! So good.
    All of God’s best to you,

    Becky

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:27 pm

      I’ve been there girl, more than once. But this–> “It’s all about sitting in His presence and letting Him find us and reveal Himself to our hearts.” Golden.

      Thank you, Becky!

  13. Becky Keife says

    December 8, 2018 at 11:29 pm

    Kristen, I’m so glad God loves us in our weary and in our cheery. His mercies are new every morning, noon, and night because He is always with us. Love come down. Yes. That’s what I need to remember this Christmas too. Thank you for this beautiful post. xx

    • Kristen Strong says

      December 13, 2018 at 10:28 pm

      Thank YOU, sweet girl! Sending love.

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