“Immediately the Spirit drove him into the wilderness. He was in the wilderness for forty days, being tempted by Satan. He was with the wild animals, and the angels were serving him.”
I’m sitting at my dining room table, country music playing just a smidge too loudly behind me as my daughters have a dance party on what feels like the seventy-third snow day this month. I reach for my Bible, running my hand down the whisper-thin pages, and close my eyes.
Before I can even say hello to God, much less reflect on His holiness, one of my daughters is crying and the other is shouting about how it’s not her fault — she didn’t do anything! This time, I close my eyes, but in frustration, not reverence.
I settle this latest argument and suggest a litany of quiet activities my kids might enjoy for a while. Finally, peace. My hand hovers over my Bible, but – much as I’m embarrassed to admit it – I hesitate. My phone is sitting right there, just waiting for me, begging for my attention, promising to entertain me and numb all the irritations that have cropped up this day.
Even if I manage to ignore the pull of my phone, my mind and heart are still so prone to wander.
What time is my appointment this afternoon?
Did I return that message? I should do that real quick, right now.
Why is the cat crying? Guess I better give her fresh water.
That reminds me: I need to refill my water bottle.
Maybe I should try that devotional I bought a few months ago.
I’m just going to pay that bill online . . . and answer that one email . . . and check on that project . . .
When I began studying ways to prepare my heart for Easter, something many know as the season of Lent, I read everything I could find about the time Jesus spent in the wilderness. While accounts can be found in three of the gospels, the brief description in Mark is what resonated most deeply with me.
Thinking of Jesus, alone in the wilderness, being tempted by Satan, surrounded by wild animals was a breath of fresh air to my distracted, weary soul. I feel alone! I’m tempted all the time! And yes, at times it feels like I’m surrounded by wild animals!
When we struggle to quiet our lives and our hearts enough to focus on God, Jesus knows exactly how we feel. And what I know from passages in Matthew and Luke is that despite the desperate situation in which He found Himself, He resisted temptation. The angels served Him, He leaned on His knowledge of Scripture and faith in God, and He resisted.
So what does that mean for me, as I think about one more failed attempt at a simple quiet time? What does that mean for you, as you feel the hunger and isolation of wilderness or battle attacks from temptation of all kinds, as you long for communion with the Lord but feel unable to get there, to stay there, to remember why you were going there in the first place?
It means this: Our Lord and Savior isn’t just the One who can quench our thirst and ease our pain. He is worthy of our praise and adoration, but He also is intimately familiar with our challenges and our struggles. He knows the strength it requires to seek Him and abide with Him, and He knows that, without Him, we will perish in the wilderness.
It means that not only is Jesus our goal when we set aside time for Him, He is our solution for fighting through all the distractions and temptations that work so hard to keep us away. It means that no matter how barren and empty our personal wilderness may feel, we are not actually alone in our search for God. Just as the angels were with Him, Jesus is with us.
Dear Lord, thank You for going first into the wilderness — for showing us how important it is to get alone and quiet, to seek God, and to listen. Thank You for going with us when we face temptation and distraction — for giving us the tools we need to resist. Jesus, You are worth every effort it takes to quiet my mind and my heart. You are worthy of every minute I devote to You above all else. Please meet me in this place. Bind my wandering heart to Yours. Keep my eyes set on You. Thank You, Lord, for never letting me go. Amen.
Excerpt from Journey to the Cross: Forty Days to Prepare Your Heart for Easter by Mary Carver.
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Mary, thank you for speaking to my heart today. “He is intimately familiar with our challenges and our struggles” is so encouraging. It reminds me that God sees me and hears me in this season. Thanks again!
It’s so frustrating to not be able to quiet my brain…..and to get sucked into the to-do’s. This makes me realize I’m not alone.
I had to chuckle to myself. I live alone- I’m a widow- and I am consistently being distracted. I do a couple of short readings every morning and then I go to the (in)courage post as I always do. But this morning, when I went to my email to read it, I ended up checking other emails and forgot the reason I was on line. I am not happy to admit this is not the first time. Why is it so hard to focus on Jesus? I feel so much better after I do. So I appreciate your honesty.
Kathy Cheek says
I think you just gave the best definition of quiet time in your closing words, quieting our mind and heart. When we quiet our mind and heart, then we can be still and know Him.
Kathy Francescon says
Such a lovely and beautifully comforting post! My quiet time with God is an absolute must, but of course some days are so much busier and louder than others! Sometimes, I could and would just love to sit and talk, pray, and read my Bible all day long. But whatever the day holds for me, my heart and my thoughts are fixed on God above! I couldn’t make it through the day without Him with me!
My heart is fixed, O God, my heart is fixed: I will sing and give praise.
Thank you, Mary!
I struggle with focusing and giving in to distractions and temptations. I prayed about this today. Honestly I usually feel like a broken record when I jot down my prayer to God—I’m always asking for help from Him with my failure to focus, my brain being constantly distracted when I sit down to pray, reflect and do some Bible study. Thank you Mary for this writing today because now I realize I’m not the only one struggling with distractions and temptations when I sit down to quiet my mind and spend time focused on my relationship with God.
This really helped me today. I experience everything you described and I think just knowing others are struggling for quiet time is helpful to know. Thanks