The aging mind is no joke! I’m quite sure it’s a combination of menopause coupled with increased stimulation from heavy tech usage and information overload!
I never believed I’d ever succumb to the betrayal of my very own brain mid-sentence while looking square in the face of someone I totally recognize yet, somehow, cannot for the life of me produce a name. But, rest assured, it has happened! Worse yet, I’ve been halfway into a deep conversation where my next relevant thought takes a deep dive into the abyss of who knows where? In those moments, a silent panic ensues, and I’m left with questions like, “What in the world just happened?”
I have always been a list maker because it helps me remember things, but it also provides the feelings of accomplishment as things are crossed off and completed. In addition to my list making, I appreciate the preservation of a good story, and the benefits provided when reflecting backwards over life. A solid look back can bolster faith and inform tomorrow’s hope, and we all need hope, right? Years ago, I traveled for work and began the practice of journaling about the places I traveled, people I met, and experiences I had. Most importantly, I integrated prayer journaling into my routine — and I continue to do this practice today!
While making to-do lists and journaling are two different things, they both provide a satisfying solution to remembering things. If I need to remember to buy milk, put it on the list! If I need to remember the faithfulness of God in a season of life, check the prayer journals!
You get the idea…
I cannot tell you how I have absolutely loved being able to look back and see the faithfulness of God all over my life throughout the years. When my hope tank is low, I can find quick and reliable encouragement by taking a walk down memory lane in my journals. My journaling practices have certainly evolved over the years; I now take a more fun and creative approach by using stickers along with colored pens and highlighters. I often print sticker pictures of people I am praying for and place them inside my journal. My journal is my own little sacred space to meet with God in an intentional way. Seeing the faces of those I love allows my prayer time to gain holy traction within my heart. I get excited about intercession!
I use the same general format that I’ve found works well, because an organized structure gives me the guide needed for staying on track. For example, I have monthly prompts sorted by specific topics like friends, family, personal, church, community and then long form journal space for general conversations, and gratuitous prayers with God. I include a section for writing out scripture that helps me memorize God’s word and hide it away in my heart.
I’ve come to recognize my prayer journaling practice as my own “stones of remembrance” ritual, as talked about in Joshua 4:1-24. I encourage you to read the entire story at your leisure. In paraphrasing, the Israelites crossed the Jordan River, which miraculously stopped flowing. God instructed twelve men, one from each tribe, to take twelve stones from the riverbed to serve as a tangible reminder of God’s mighty hand and a sign to future generations.
I, too, hope my prayer journals serve as memorial stones of legacy, echoing hope for the future about all God has done in my life. For now, my journals serve me with a powerful reminder of God’s faithfulness throughout the various seasons of my life — both big and small. Journaling gives my stories a place to rest while also allowing me to go back and remember the many things I never want to forget!
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I love the idea of adding photos of the loved ones I’m praying for! Thanks Kelli!
Kelli,
I, too love to journal. My daily journal includes scripture , daily intention and prayer. It starts my day every morning and serves as a place for me to come back to during the day when I need God.
I use a beautiful Archer & Olive journal and love to decorate with stickers and pens as well!
I am a frustrated journal want to be! I recently was thinking the same thing as you – that keeping a journal would help me to remember the graces that come from time spent in prayer with God. Your journal sounds very practical and inspiring and I would love to learn
more about the logistics of it. I am interested in how you set up your journal into sections. What does that look like? Do you use 5 subject notebooks or a binder with tabs for the different sections or something different? Also was wondering about the monthly prompts- where do they come from? Can you give examples? You have so many helpful and creative ideas here. Thanks for sharing and inspiring!
This is so good! Enjoyed reading this morning to start my day. You continue to amaze me in every way! God has certainly blessed you along the way of life. I love you! ♥️
Dear Kelli……………I certainly enjoyed your devotion with much information that can help those of us in a dark season to feel more hopeful. HOPE is my word for May. I love to look back so many years when I was so happy and I looked forward to family gatherings, but 5 years ago a very serious thing happened in my life. My husband had dementia and it was the violent type. I stayed with him 3+ years trying to get him to follow the neurologists orders. He said to me, there is nothing wrong with me, but instead of stopping all alcohol, he increased his drinking which at night sent him into what they call ” dementia rages ” and he abused me every single night of those 3+ years until one night he tried to kill me. The police came and I was terrified, my hand dripping in blood. After all was said, the police, my 4 support groups and my husbands doctors told me I had to stop worrying about him and start thinking of my own safety. There is so much more, but I told you this part because as it relates in your wise words. I had to get him evicted from our house of 40 years, I had to sell the house as we both needed money and at my age, there was just no way I could take care of a house the size of ours. My now ex-husband had to go to one facility and I ended up at another place with 100 residents who are much older than I am at 77 years old. This is where my Holy Spirit nudged me to look at the (incourage) words I found on my computer. They have helped me so, so much and that is where I bought my first book from these women and it also was a journal as well. It is called 100 days of strength in any struggle. It was something that I loved as soon as I read day one. I am starting going through it the 3rd time and I found that my words to their stories had changed so much from the first time to the second time so what I did in between showed me that this Devotional Journal was just what I needed. I am alone with no relatives still here on earth so I look forward to starting this today and see how I do. As I said, I am in a dark season of my life and I pray so much, but I must be doing something wrong. I am trying not to be so impatient as I know the Lord works behind the scenes on his timeline. I will wait for Him to answer my prayer in whatever way his plan for me plays out. Kelli, I wish you and your family a Blessed Memorial Weekend and I send you my love for journaling DOES work and could really make you see things in a different perspective………..Betsy Basile
Kelli,
I can soo relate to the brain betrayal. People will say hi Beth & I won’t have a clue as to their name. Try having a conversation well half time I don’t remember names of items, people. etc. It is frustrating. While I don’t journal-often times I will make a list. My list can be something like blessings God has given me or times He’s gotten me through trials. It helps me to praise God more readily as I can see what He’s done for me.
Blessings 🙂
Kelli,
Me too! We are not alone!
Sending almost-summer JOY,
Lisa Wilt