“How in the world?” I can’t take my eyes off the combine’s yield monitor. Stunned wonder isn’t an understatement. We had a drought this year. The sky had locked up hard about the middle of June.
The Farmer had said, “I’ve never seen any crop look so desperate on this farm. If God doesn’t give rain by the weekend, there’s not going to be any corn this year.”
Come November, the digital screen of the combine monitor calculating the number of bushels per acre this field of corn yields, flashes out these little black numbers that are huge, making no sense. The numbers are a bit stratospheric. Grace is most amazing of all, defying what makes sense.
“Get out of here!” I’m slack-jawed over the high monitor spikes and the Farmer looks like he is right out of here and straight over the moon. I slap at his chest like the flapping loon that I am and he grins giddily.
“I know, I know!” And all over again, he’s that laughing teenage boy that made me blush silly.
“Who would ever have thought?” I can’t stop shaking my head.
“You know . . .” He leans over the combine steering wheel, glances past me, past me to the wagon filling with corn. “I don’t know what to think — so maybe I just thank?”
“Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his faithful love endures forever.”
Psalm 118:1 CSB
The corn’s running like flashes of glory into the wagon, streaming in and I can still see the lightning that came right after Sunday preaching way back in July. I remember the gusts of wind and the thickening black to the west. I remember the thunder that rumbled hope and how we stood on the front lawn and begged that rain to come.
And I remember how it went north. Twice. And how the Farmer had stood there, watching the rain come down only two miles away, and I’d whispered wild to him, “What if we get nothing? What if we lose the harvest?”
And he’d said it steady and certain, with the rain coming down right there, two fields over and so far away, “When you know your Father’s loving — what can you fear losing?”
“Let those who fear the Lord say, ‘His faithful love endures forever.’ I called to the Lord in distress; the Lord answered me and put me in a spacious place. The Lord is for me; I will not be afraid.”
Psalm 118:4-6
The rain kept falling to the north and he’d stood in this startling surrender. And then, just before supper, the sky had darkened with hope and opened up to give us our prayers. We all danced on the lawn in that rain.
I turn to him now in the combine, “It was that storm.” Gratitude follows grace as thunder follows lightning. “The storm gave us this yield. The storm was grace.”
There’s no harvest without a storm.
Gratitude follows grace — as thunder follows lightning. And the storm is grace because whatever drives us to God, is a grace from God. It’s all grace.
God gives grace, and ours is to give thanks. This is God’s unconditional demand: That we live thankful.
“This came from the Lord; it is wondrous in our sight. This is the day the Lord has made; let us rejoice and be glad in it.”
Psalm 118:23-24
And I can feel it — there’s corn. And there’s sky and food and family and a God in heaven and a love we don’t deserve, and there’s grace that comes as storms, and the only answer to God’s unending grace is unending gratitude. When you live in a covenant of grace, you can’t help but live out a covenant of gratitude. The Farmer whispers, “Thank you, Lord,” and I murmur it too.
The way grace and gratitude echo to each other through everything . . .
“You are my God, and I will give you thanks. You are my God; I will exalt you. Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good; his faithful love endures forever.”
Psalm 118:28-29
This devotion is by Ann Voskamp, as published in the (in)courage Devotional Bible. It has been edited from its original form.
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Amen and Amen! I use this Bible and appreciate this devotion each time I read it. Those of us who live close to the land fully understand the devastation and the blessings that storms can bring and learn to trust God in them both. I’m slower to recognize that this is true in the storms of life also, and to remember that I am called to be grateful and just trust. God is good—all the time!
So very true. Rain nourishes life just as trial nourish faith!
Sending summer joy!
Lisa Wilt